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Thirty Seven Years of Living Hell

My Journey with My Narcissist

A harrowing true story of endurance, Thirty Seven Years of Living Hell pulls readers into Johan Small’s decades-long battle with relentless psychological abuse. With unflinching honesty, he exposes the insidious grip of narcissism, the lies, the manipulation, and the silent suffering behind closed doors, ultimately revealing the courage it takes to break free and reclaim one’s life.

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Raw, Unfiltered Truth

Johan holds nothing back, sharing deeply personal and painful moments with brutal honesty. This transparency makes every page compelling, offering readers an unvarnished glimpse into life with a narcissist.

Emotional Rollercoaster

From moments of fleeting hope to crushing despair, the book takes you through intense emotional highs and lows, keeping you hooked and invested in Johan’s journey until the very end.

A Voice for the Silenced

The story connects with anyone who has endured abuse, giving validation and understanding. It’s a memoir, a lifeline for those seeking to reclaim their power and peace.

ABOUT THE book

Thirty Seven Years of Living Hell

Thirty Seven Years of Living Hell is Johan Small’s powerful memoir of love, betrayal, and survival. Trapped in a marriage consumed by manipulation and rage, he endured decades of emotional torment. Through unflinching truth, he reveals the devastating impact of narcissistic abuse while inspiring readers with his ultimate journey toward freedom, healing, and self-discovery.
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Behind Closed Doors

Reveals shocking truths hidden beneath a seemingly normal marriage.

Strength in Survival

Shows unyielding resilience against relentless psychological and emotional abuse.

Breaking the Silence

Gives voice to countless victims trapped in toxic relationships.

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What Readers Are Saying

A raw, gripping account that stayed with me long after the last page.
Emily Carter
Brave, unflinching, and deeply moving. This book is a lifeline for many.
Michael Thompson
A raw, gripping account that stayed with me long after the last page.
Emily Carter

About the Author

Johan Small

Johan Small is a courageous survivor and truth-teller, sharing his powerful journey through thirty-seven years of psychological abuse. With complete honesty, he exposes the hidden realities of life with a narcissist, offering both awareness and hope. His story is not just a memoir. It reflects the resilience, self-discovery, and the strength to break free.
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